much overdue 'real' update.

Man, I've really been so lazy to write in this blog.

Who reads this anyhow? YOU....weirdo. Stalking me... Hahahaha.

So what's to say. Work....Studies....Stuff....

Work is alright. In a dillema, because as of August 1, day of my last exam, I am totally free, so what's to do. It just doesn't seem smart to just continue doing part-time, money is crap. That IS a fact. But I endured it because it work worked well with the flexibility I need/needed for my studies. So my initial plan, after school's done was to find another job, for the day. An easy job, you know cashiering? Video stall rental? Yeah that's right, I'm so freaking lazy to get any sort of work experience. Kind of procrastinating that as well. Damn, what a lazy bloody ass'ed unmotivated person I am. Considering I finish in August...But I will only physically get my Degree...papers/transcipts all that official'ness stuff only in April 2010...that is 7-8-9 months from then, I just figure, Take the year do someting easy, and pay off my study payments fees. Seemed like a okay plan. But NOW....offered a new opportunity. Captain? Assistant Manager? No way am I qualified for Manager. It seems totally cool though, but I know I have no experience in that, who the hell am I to say I am. bassically the only main thing holding me back for readily accepting this offer is:

1) I love my current job
2) I love the people (generally) at my job, the atmosphere family friend, sorta cool relaxed atmosphere, very chill
3) I love working with the people around, obviously except for the 1,2 morons who shall remain unnamed
4) I feel so loyal to my company that I just CAN'T quit
5) They've treated me really well, to take the job offer, means to quit within a month, which is so rude.

So how? I really don't know. I wish I had more time, I wish this scenario only popped up after all my assignments/exams are all done, I would feel a bit less stressed and less pressurized. Oh well...no promises to no one yet. It's a wait and see for now.

15 days till I turn 23. I hate that number, 23..... Ugh. 22 is tolerable, because it's just a year above 21, but 23 is just so blugh, 24 is = full-pledged adult. God, I'm such an underachieved 22 year old ever. I still feel 16-17, I find things that 16-17 year olds do more appealing then what people my age are "suppose" to do. Luckily, and I am thankful my few closest friends find that true too.

Hmm...what else to say? My knee...right knee specifically is in pain, I don't know why.

Study wise, I haven't done anything. And I mean anything to do my daily review of topics. Just focused on meeting the assignment deadlines for now. This Sunday is the first day of my bridging class...Business Communication. It seems so vague. Communication...it can mean so many different topics. Oh well, I just hope it's none of that e-mail etiquette, business report writting crap. I just hope it's a fairly simple to do subject to do the assignment and study for the exam. Really is a blessing that I'm doing THIS module now, if I were to be doing the Law module (which thankfully is only in December) now, I think I'd be more stressed, because there is a LOT of reading to be done is such a small time frame. So at least my core UNISA modules won't be distracting me of studying.

Money $$ - After August I am determined to save up. I've been spending a lot, but I tel myself to enjoy it for now, because my friends are in Singapore, so just enjoy these months, come August when they all abandon me, yet again. Time to save up. Think I'm going to use this blog as well, to keep track of expenses, because nowadays I really don't understand why I barely have anything left at the end of the month.

My July salary is going to be ubber crap. Think I'll be lucky to hit $400 for a whole month. Damn...that's all my basic expenses right there. Laptop....School Payment....Bus Fare.... $100'ish allowance. Bah....Money come, Money go. Oh well.

My rooms are a mess, maybe I'll go clean it up now...or not.