So this must be blog #4 or #5. Honestly, I hope this one stays, even if I don't regularly update it, I do hope to keep some sort of memories of events and how and why I acted the way I do. I think the longest lasting blog I had was up for 2 years, funny because it was during the whole "D" thing, living in the fairy-tale world, happy happy. Yeah, I think life screwed up there, and it's just best I stay away...right now (?).
Anyhow, so what makes me want to do this thing again? Why do I want to "blog" again. Is it I'm so full of anger, rants, too many people irritating the hell out of me. It bugs me that these small things can eat me up like this. So, in reality I will be ranting in this blog, but I hope to do more than that. Reflect on life, like realllllly think about things. Why? How? Why? I guess I can say this Malcolm Keyte guy inspired me to take that time to reflect. Is it because I keep so much in my heart? So much I keep in me, unspoken. Fear of prosecution. Or me being protective?
This entry could be endless, because I do have so many things rummaging through my head, my heart. But I won't go about it, because I'll just feel miserable. So this is my first post, it is of nothing really. I hope to go on with everything else, stay on track with my study schedule. Maybe I'll use this blog to help motivate me to stay on track. Aside from that, I hope I will have enriching experiences, as simple as they may seem, maybe at work or just somewhere me hanging out. Honestly, I want to learn more about myself, change abit, but mostly...grow up. and I hope by taking the time and reflecting on everything thats going on, I will grow up and learn, not just stuff in books but life.
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